Each dream has a meaning... Even if we don't care about it. But some can also feel nostalgic or traumatic as if you relive an awful moment in your life again.
Dreams can be beautiful hypnotizing you to stay in that world of dreams instead of waking up and some making you run away as fast as you can.
They're so unexplainable... So strange... As if they're from another world... And a sphere you could research for an eternity and still never get a really answer to what they are.
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~ Now
The whole group escaped from the attack and is now on the ship... So exhausted, that all of them fell asleep... On their way to the safe place promised by Jason...
And slowly the first one falls asleep, who's Ben...
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~ Ben's dream
I walk ...walk slowly through a forest all alone ... As I feel connected... Like the mycels of mushrooms under the ground of the forest. A part of that communication system. As I feel as if something calls for me... I follow it... I-I run after it... Run after some sort of imagination... It's fast, but also so majestic and so different...
I follow it through the depths of a forest, which shines from time to time and fills with darkness from time to time...
A forest, which seems unsure like a human being... Like I am sometimes.
There I see it. A deer with a light blue antler and light blue eyes... The fur is white with light blue symbols on it, which I can't quite read... I see it because it stopped in order to look at me... I carry no bow... No arrows, but follow it....
I continue to run after it... Run and then I stop and hear screams from further away and as I decide to check it out, I see fire... Flames, gunfire and cries .... I see blood on the ground and here the magical forest from before turns into one of pain and darkness...
The deer waits like I have to make a decision... A decision of where to go... Into light or darkness, which confuses me.
Light seems better, but here the darkness screams for help....
I woke up.
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~ Jason's dream
Jason: No! Nooo! Nooo!
I scream loudly...as I see someone following me... Following me and wishing death upon me... He's there, somewhere there and he'll find me.. he'll find me and kill me.
I'm full of sweat and my eyes dart from one corner to another as fast as they can.
I run through a forest full of darkness with no light in there... Running seems senseless... Because I can't reach a safe space... No matter how hard I try to run away from it and start new it still catches up.
Crows suddenly attack me from both sides, forcing me to run even faster. Blood draws from their eyes and drops onto my head... The screams of the crows grow heavier... And louder... So full.of hatred... Full of anger.
And so I run and so I run and run and run from it... Not looking back, but the crows are faster and always catch up to attack again... But I don't stop or fight back, I just run....
I wake up
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~ Niklas' dream
I see people.. the group... Kai, Jason. Octavia,Ben and even that old blind man.
I see them on a platform...
It looks huge and large... Enough place for everyone to stand on it.
I, meanwhile sit in glass box, which is further away from that platform.
I have levers... with different colors. So I sit there and stare confused at this device. The situation is unfamiliar, but the feeling I feel is familiar...
Suddenly a timer appears, giving me only 30 seconds to decide what lever I should take.
At that my hands turn sweaty and I chew on my fingernails as my nerve system is about to collaps at this pressure, as I hear the group call me for help and so I take one lever... Quiet ... nothing...
Then another timer appears with only 20 seconds on it. I choose another lever and suddenly... A piece of that platform falls down into a hole with no ground....It could've been one of them.. it could've been my friend Kai... Or Octavia... Or Ben... Or Jason... Or...or Frank...
I look around, trying to find a way to break out... Trying to search for a hole, which might open a way for us to escape through, but nothing...
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Another timer with only 15 seconds on it and so I think for some time... Some very short amount of time... I want to figure something out... Deal with this responsibility I have now...
I take the yellow lever and Jason falls... everyone screams and cries... All so loud...
Dead... I made a desicion and he died...
It's all my fault... Tears fill my eyes and my breathing quickens...
And then the timer starts again, giving only 10 seconds time to choose the correct lever, not a second to grieve about the loss... I choose the green one... Ben falls... Dead... Another one... because of me...
I punch against the glass wall of that box as hard as my strength allows me to...scream as loud as my vocals allow me to and beg to be freed from this as pleadingly as my words allow me to...but nothing... My fists are covered in my own blood....
The next timer starts and so it continues... Kai falls... Frank falls...and now Octavia stands there all alone on this platform... And I take the wrong lever...
As she falls I see everything we could've been and that I'm alone now...all alone, because I couldn't deal with all this responsibility... I hate being a leader...I hate being a person people rely on, because no matter how hard I'll try they'll still die... All of them...
I wake up
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~ Chris's dream
A silence can be heard... No other sound is made in this place... Only the throbbing from my heart creates a sound... The barrier of silence seems to break at this just for a bit...
There's nothing... No reason to be scared, but still I am...
I wish I wasn't scared ... But I am ...
Then around appears from a monster ... With no face. It could be Kai... or a deadhead.... I see a knife infront of me....
One which I could take...
Next to it lies my teddy bear, who was a companion for me my whole life already...
Who was the only one that could comfort my fear even for a bit...
That monster it comes near me and I start sweating, my breath hitching and my arms shaking without a break...
I stare with no other reaction... My feet stand still... And my brain is unsure of whether to take the knife and fight back or to take my teddy and run away...
Chris: No! Please! Go away!
I know that I need to fight back just do it... But something else holds me back... Something else stops me from doing what I'm supposed to... I'm scared ... I'm always scared. I can't protect anyone.. all I do is run away. Whenever there's a problem I run away. I'm not proud of it and I hate myself every for it, but I can't...
All I want is to run, hide in a corner, close my eyes and just stay quiet...
Kai... He's right. I betrayed the group... I ran like a scared cat ... Like traitor... I put everyones life in danger, just to run away...
That monster is about to devour me... I grab the knife and stand still again... Weighing the arguments of fighting or running away... But that doesn't matter at all, because my arguments ... I ignore them anyway...
I throw the knife away, grab my teddy bear and run...run ... All I do is running away from my fears... Not facing them... While developing a hatred towards myself for being such a pussy... I'm sorry for being that way... I wish I could change, but I just cannot... I can't...
That monster follows me and growls...loud...
I barely manage to catch some air as Ir in away to hide... To hide in a wooden toilet box...
All quiet... Nothing... It seems as if I'm safe... As if nothing could ever touch me... But that's a lie...
Suddenly the door of the toilet box opens and the monster runs right at me and as it's about to it me alive...
I woke up.
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~ Kai's dream
Red...all I see is red... The birthday party fills with blood... Dripping from the ceiling and the walls, creating a huge pool out of blood on the floor...
I scream... "He provoked me first... He- he tried to hurt me! I tried. Mommy... I tried to control me... It it"
My mouth is shut as I hear them calling me a psycho... A crazy dumb boy... A monster...
My hands are covered in blood too... Just like my whole body is .. all of it is...
I don't know what's wrong with me! Something is and I can't fix it. I don't want to hurt people, but I do because... because I just loose control...
Tears ... I cry and cry and cry as I look into a mirror, where I see myself as a child again... A monster no one could ever accept... A monster, which is there purely to cause destruction... I wished I was normal....I wish... But I'm not... I'm dangerous...
And then all is dark... I only feel the blood as I'm in a dark sea... It rains now... Also blood.
A red hell I'm in... I don't know why and don't know how I ended up here, but I see a face of my mother, which looks at me with a kind expression...
But it changes and now I hear her screams... So full of hate and disgust...
The mother: How can you do that?! Beat him up? You- you're a monster...
She gets quiet for a moment only to bring a line, which will make me sink for eternity.
The mother: You're a monster and do you know why? Why you'll always be one! Because you can't control yourself... Because you're like a beast, which will destroy everything around him! You're not my son, but a beast, which came out me!
She screams again so full of rage.
The mother: And I already know, that you didn't say sorry to the boy you beat Up recently... Didn't say sorry to Octavia for scaring her... You don't even know the word "sorry" and that means you cannot change...
Kai: I can! I- I'll try...
I scream in agony as if I'm trying to prove something... But I cannot... cannot change... Even if I try...
The mother: You tried often enough... Now sink in your own blood.
And I sink in this sea of blood... The air disappears and now I'm sinking... a sea of blood filled with despair and darkness... with screams of hate...I'm... I'm...
Kai: I'm sorry....
I wake up.
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~Octavia's dream
My eyes dart from one corner to another as I see his true face... No facette and no mask hiding it anymore... I see him...oh, I do.
I bawl my eyes out and my voice breaks... I miss the mask, which was on him...but that means that each of them can wear this mask, only to express their true identity in the end... Their true monstrous form...
His working hands, which caress turn into a fists, only a few seconds later...
His kind eyes turn into the ones from the devil himself...
His eyebrows form in a way, I cannot describe... In a way that makes me want to run away as fast as the light.
That laugh, filled with life turns into screams with spit spilling out of his mouth as the words leave it as if they're coming through a gate of hell....
The hug all with love turns into a punch, causing such a pain as if I'm about to die....
All this in just a few minutes... Even though I trusted him... I loved him and that made me vulnerable for him...
That made me open up a hole in my heart and gave the possibility for anyone to punch it... To tear it apart even more... Not just physically, but also through the whole hate I receive... Through the insults I was forced to endure... As that happened I knew that I would never ever let anyone touch my heart again... Make me feel like a part of a family... I just don't want to be hurt anymore... I'm tired of it... So so tired ...
I see him (wanking) as he's completely drunk from side to side... One punch and one blue eye for me.
A pain I'm forced to feel... A pain, which devoured me for years from inside. And I couldn't fight back, but now... Now I won't be vulnerable anymore for any one of them.
As this occurs, I take a glance at my hands and see, that I'm still a very young girl... A kid... One with dreams and hopes... One with goals I still want to reach...
I look around and see a dark face... created out of dust... Now I'm standing in a dark location... on an endless black field...
Behind is a long staircase, which leads to a door with the sign "Escape" on it.
That humongous face, which screams at me and aims at me to eat me alive moves now towards me as I run to the staircase with the hope to escape out of this mess ...
I know it was over, but he still follows me in my dreams in different forms... These memories... So dark...
I need to run... And I try... One step after another... But as I run the staircase becomes longer and the door moves further away from me... My breathing is loud...oh, it's so loud ...
The face with the open mouth and dark eyes created out of dust and black fog moves closer and I feel cold... The temperatures drop to a level where I can't feel my fingers anymore...
As I run I fall after every second step... Till I fall down and relieve all the pain I felt my whole childhood... All the screams and punches towards me and my mom... All this when I was just 10...
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~ Now
Frank, meanwhile stops the boat as he reaches the location to which Jason wanted to lead the group...
The group slowly wakes up and no one says a word... Traumatized by their dreams and in deep thoughts because of them...
The group leaves the boat and steps on land ... They still walk multiple kilometers with no break... Only to a reach a place... Which can only be described as "Home" or " A place of hope".
The wooden houses are wonderful with an architectural finesse...
The lake looks stunning from this place...
The farm... Gives a hope for future farms here... Homes for animals like sheep, cows or pigs...
This place is perfection... One that is supposed to become the home of this group... One that is supposed to turn everything good.
The trees and the forest surround this place, but still let the sun shine on it...
This is a new heaven... A Nirvana... A home...
A safe place in a world already dead... A fresh piece Ina rotten apple... That's what this place is...
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